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A Collection of Demonstrations and Demons

by The Long Wives

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1.
Break You In 03:08
You shimmer like The poisonous knife As it goes in Struck dumb and blind Spellbound and tied To your skin Jesus Christ, I've served my time And if I had the chance to do it all again I'd break the chains of you And I'd break you in The snake entwines He's yours and mine Let him in The garden black Marks on your back Speak of sin Jesus Christ, I've served my time And if I had the chance I'd do it all again I'd break the chains of you And I'd break you in
2.
With my tin skeleton and a brand new ghost I set sail for you on the Mexican coast I had demons all wrapped up in my hair I had angels armed to the teeth around me everywhere “Anhelo, Anhelo My lover my soul I will find out where they buried you And I will take you home” I was wind, I was dust, I was fire No, they could not hold me back, but Lord they tried The birds rose and sang your name to the night I went to the mountain, I raised up my hands and I cried: “Anhelo, Anhelo My lover my soul I will find out where they buried you And I will take you home” When I left the town lit the sky You have never seen flames rise so high No, you have never seen flames rise so high....
3.
They're fighting in the streets They're fighting on the TV Did you learn to make a fist Before you learned to speak? And did you cut your teeth a little too soon? The answer lies in your eyes It lies in our wounds The violence of man The violence of the beast The violence in your heart Your violence for me And the blood it runs by The master comes to eat The blood and the body Now he's full of Christ And the life of the party He has a gun for you, he has a gun for me He just asks that we all send him some money All he really needs is a little more money...
4.
He said “Show me where it hurts And I promise you I will make it worse" I’ve laid dead flowers at your feet I’ve put the red on your lips And licked the points on your teeth Your heart is strange like mine And sometimes it's cruel to be kind I’ve led you to water and not let you drink Because sometimes, sometimes, sometimes It’s cruel to be kind I’ve seen you bleedin’ on the floor And I’ve never loved, never loved you more The crowds all come to gather When you rise to speak And they hang on your words Then they hang on the trees Your heart is strange like mine And sometimes it's cruel to be kind I’ve led you to water and not let you drink Because sometimes, sometimes, sometimes It’s cruel to be kind
5.
I’m painted white And I’m buried deep in Your underground And the ghosts are mad ‘Cause it’s not easy Just hangin ‘round I no longer sleep In the night of the sound I fever dream And I can’t be found Your offerings Are dark and profound But it’s hard to breathe in Your underground And the ghosts are mad ‘Cause it’s not easy Just hangin round
6.
Judas Hex 03:22
Nobody loves you like Judas Puts his hands in your mouth And pulls out your innocence Can you taste the scorpions on his lips? You are the devil now, you are his You are the devil now And trembling lights fill trembling skies The lambs are on the run The widows weep tonight Nobody loves you like Judas Wrapped in his wings you are perfect But he is a fever and you're no longer his fever pitch You are the devil now, you are his
7.
Oh darling, I think about you all the time Have you lost your innocence? Have you lost your mind? As pale as you want to be As pale and blind There's a house on a hill It's not yours, it's not mine And I no longer believe In "Once upon a time" As pale as you want to be As pale and blind
8.
The water came so quickly Crashing in my mind Hands so thin and hungry Clawing back in time And if I ever fed you I hope I gave you what you need And if the sun still shines upon you I hope you sometimes think of me I hope you sometime... I hope you sometime... And I'll be hollow What else could I be? Tender words unspoken Turn so cruel on their vine I never meant to sling an arrow But love is vicious when it dies And if I ever fed you I hope I gave you what you need And if the sun still shines upon you I hope you sometimes think of me I hope you sometime... I hope you sometime... And I'll be hollow What else could I be?
9.
Shiver 02:49
She wept endlessly But the dawn came so easily It fell so softly upon her cold face It caressed her brow with an angel's grace Dark were the days I ran to you And the shiver in these bones I gave to you It's cruel the way I'm bound to you Because love, for you, love is only love She wept endlessly But the dawn came so easily And the shiver in her bones is hers now eternally
10.
Tongue 03:40
I’m twisting and writhing in the arms of this night My soul is fevered, my eyes are on fire Dear, you’re the curse on my house, on my home You are the ghost that rattles my bones This ache is so lovely I can taste it on my tongue Dear, you’re the fever that tears me apart Come pull me close at the height of agony You are hungry, you are hungry and you belong to me You can keep a wavin’ your gun at me But Honey, I was born with a bullet in my teeth So don’t you waste your precious time Honey, I was born with the devil in my eyes...
11.
Death came calling, and I do believe For Death tells no lies when he comes to me And I cried over your bones So I took your books and I took your clothes And I took your chair and your lock of hair And I laid them across your grave and I knelt down and I learned to pray And I cried over your bones So I asked my mother how to ease the pain And I asked the Preacher, I asked him the same They said "Kneel down and learn to pray" So I spoke to God- but I felt the same And I cried over your bones
12.
Dark Horse 02:39
He rides a dark horse Crosses burned in its sides He rides, hooded In the dead of night I call I call to him I call to the night And the wind in the trees Calls to me, “Salvation, salvation!” And I feel him breathe Into me Resurrection He rides a dark horse He doesn’t live; he does not die He rides, shameless Through this mountain side I call I call to him I call to the night And the wind in the trees Calls to me “Salvation, salvation!” And I feel him breathe Into me Resurrection

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I always record as I'm writing a song, and I share the first complete take with my listeners. These versions are newborn, unrehearsed and filled with an intimacy and immediacy that only comes with doing something for the very first time. While recording these demos, I also sing and play at the same time- because I think it ties the vocals and music together in a way you just can't achieve when tracking separately. Unfortunately, this means I cannot edit them even slightly later. But despite their flaws and flubs, (or maybe because of them?) these are my favorite versions of these songs and I love them dearly. I've decided to release them as a demo collection because they are a perfect reflection of who I am, just as they are. Like me, they are imperfect... but achingly sincere. Thank you for listening. -Brandy St. John

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released August 10, 2013

Vocals, guitar, piano and keyboard by Brandy St. John
All songs written, recorded and mixed by Brandy St. John in Los Angeles, California.

For my muse, wherever you are...

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The Long Wives Corvallis, Oregon

The Long Wives is the solo project of Brandy St. John.

"St. John spins haunting yarns, each woven simply with a guitar, piano and her throaty, impassioned voice. She makes beauty like you wouldn't believe." -Mishka

"Brandy's tender 'songs about death and love, and the death of love' bristle with a striking clarity. Songs to love without condition." -Dots and Dashes
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